i didn't go back to work anymore... lalalalala...

listening to: amanda and anina talking beside me
feeling: a hell of a lot better than i did this morning

i went to nobel plaza this morning and had to interview our subscribers. from 11 am to 2 pm i was talking to people who were railing at me because of the inefficiency of mydestiny's services. it was torture. plus i was so hungry and by the time i was done, i had one whopper of a headache.

major hassle.

so after doing that stupid survey, (which i might add is NOT part of my work) i didn't go back to the office anymore. i went to amanda's house, demanded that she feed me and after eating a really late lunch, i plopped into her bed and went to sleep.

i am rebelling against the fact that my boss wants me to work tomorrow AND on sunday too.

sigh. the weather is depressing. :( i used to love the rain but now, all it does is emphasize my loneliness.

i saw the video of burn while channel surfing earlier (it's one of those "oh i can relate" songs). haha! we were tripping on that new gma tele-drama, mulawin. it's so pathetic... they look more like giant feather dusters than birds! people's taste in tv shows never cease to amaze me...

i love it because the song says it all (burn ok, not mulawin!). it sums up most, if not everything i'm feeling right now.

i really want to get over this "sadness" soon. :(

the only thing that keeps me together is the fact that i have such wonderful cousins (dims! i'm convinced that i AM strong and supple - heehee...) and great friends (krissy-pooh, you're such a sweetie! ning, mai - i'll see you soon!).

these wonderful people make me realize that i have so much to be thankful for.

* mwahs and smooches *

so there. i don't have the energy to wax poetic. besides, usher is so much more eloquent than i am - for tonight at least. :)


Burn
Usher

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn