when doubt sets in... do you run screaming in the opposite direction?

i've wasted the past couple of days thinking. about work, relationships with people--life in general. i would've been really proud of myself except that these thoughts i've been dreaming up aren't even worth mentioning to anyone. why? i guess because deep down, i feel that they're merely the undecipherable ramblings of a deranged mind.

hahahahaha.

see?

sigh. i seriously don't know anything anymore. things have been so strange in my world lately.

everyone thinks i'm ok... hell, even i think i'm ok. it's only at night when i'm lying in bed trying to force myself to sleep that i actually realize, and even begin to acknowledge on a small scale--that there is actually something wrong with me.