i've become addicted to pain...

i have suddenly become so obssessed with exercising. it's like an addiction. the rush i get after i sweat is the best high i've ever experienced. =) hehehe!

it's really strange how i've come to love the aches and pains associated with physical activity. the masochist in me revels in it.

for someone who's spent some 20-odd years of her life lazing and bumming around, that i actually WANT to move at all is nothing short of a miracle. =)

the only logical explanation (one that doesn't make me look like a total loser!) i can think of is this: it makes me feel ALIVE.

heart-pounding, sweat-drenching and muscle-clenching... feeling. it's absolutely amazing. =) hehe! i've never been this healthy! it's super!

like a kid, i look forward to these little things. a sort of short reprieve from the monotony of work.

it's a good feeling. =)